LET ME DOWN EASY
i'm 17 years old and this is basically just a place for me to post the pictures that i like and occasionally my feelings so feel free to follow me <3
i hate you. i hate you so much. i hate how you control everything i do, everything i think about, my actions, my emotions. i wish you would just love me. love me so bad until it hurts. and i wish you would run back to me. sprint. and when you get to me, i tear the rug out from underneath you. i want to make you feel the pain. i want you to feel all of the things you put me through. i want you to want me more than you’ve ever wanted anything in the world and then when you realize that you CAN’T have me, i hope it burns. i hope there is a stinging pain in your heart when you realize that i’m not sitting here waiting for you. that i’m not waiting at your door step with a little golden plate with a fucking cake waiting for you. i want you to think about me every second of every day. i want to consume your thoughts and i want my image to burn in the back of your mind. i want so bad to hurt you 100x more than you hurt me. but the thing is, you don’t care. you don’t even fucking care enough to feel hurt or sorrow or regret. you are so full of yourself, basking in your own selfish pride, that you’ll never realize what you did to me. and the worst part is that after all of this, i’m so terrified that i’m still going to miss you a million times more than you miss me.
